Basically ive been too busy wrapped up in the whole - going gym, losing weight, being able to wear clothes that i couldnt before.. that i havent hardly done my photography - again!! Even though i can drive now, i could go anywhere to take pics, yet i have nothing in me, i cant think of what to take a photo of.. my mind is blank.. and useless..


In other news ive lost 30lb since May 2009 thats a lot of weight so far... but im no where near where i wanna be.. im hoping when i lose the right amount of weight i wanna lose - that some of my lovely friends will take pics of me, and give me a chance to be infront of the camera instead of behind.. but not until im happy with my figure - need more confidence... must remind myself this!!


Its my birthday next month - im going to be 22... thats kinda scary.. i still feel like im 16 its crazy!! I guess ive grown up a lot, im going to the beach tomorrow, may even take my tripod somewhere, not too sure yet... how can i make a beach interesting? Not sure myself but will have to have a long hard think


I feel slightly guilty that i could be out with some friends, but i never seem to get the time to... must make more time for friends, they are important... silly lauren


Love and kisses

xox